I am still stuck at the overeating of sweets stage. I swear, if I eat a bit and binge for part of a day as I did on Valentine's day I can not get back on track. I want to continue to eat. I lay in bed at night and tell myself how good and strong I felt when I was watching what I ate but nooooo, I still cannot stop. WTF is wrong with me? Was I so hurt in childhood so belittled for being fat when I was not that I can not give up on the idea even now at 54? FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK