I am lost again in a world of overeating and the inherent pain that it is causing my body. With no one else in the house for 5 days, I ate as if there was no tomorrow and indulged in a bounty of old friends - junk food friends. I am feeling hopeless like I will never have any will power. I am worthy but treat myself as if I am not. On the other hand I am beginning to be able to see when I reach for food as I enter into or leave a stressed out situation. Everyday I get a fresh start and can begin again but by lunch - I am lost again. Am I really as hopeless as I feel?